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[24 Apr 2010|08:33am]
Just got Netflix. I need movie suggestions, please!
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[15 Mar 2010|03:47pm]
Okay. So, it's been a little over a year and I can honestly say RIGHT NOW I am completely over Timmy and everything that went down last year. I can look at pictures of him and her (which she so kindly put a default of them kissing on her FB default) and not gag myself or get angry. If anything, the whole situation made me grow into a different person (with trust issues, but I had those already) I traveled to places I would have never gone to since I was attached to his hip, I was so unhappy, I didn't know who I was without him. I'm still not completely happy with where I am at 25, but I'm a work in progress, I guess. I've made some incredible friends these past couple years. I've gotten reacquainted with friends I lost touched with. I've made so many memories and really had to delve into myself to see who I am. I grew and that's the best thing I could have asked for. I learned who my TRUE friends are, I've seen people walk away from me when I've need them the most and that's okay because I'm better off without them. I don't say this enough, but I am incredibly blessed to have my family.

My mom is and will always be my number one. I don't treat her as well as I should, but I hope everyday she realizes how much I appreciate and love her. I may disappoint her more than I want to, but I'm trying and I hope she realizes that. My brother and my sister in law are 2 of my best friends and they have no idea. I have so much respect for my brother. He got his shit together and he's kept it together ever since. He's been the one person since I was born (from what I hear) that can make me laugh no matter what and just looking at him can make me break down if I'm having a hard time. We've been through a lot that I never imagined we would have to and he was there every second to let me cry on his shoulder. And as for Nicki, I know it started off rocky, but she has become one of my favorite people and I am so glad she is a part of my family now. I can call her any time day or night and she'll be there to get me out of whatever bullshit I've managed to get myself into again.

Kelly, Tatum and Kara are my heart and soul and I hope I can be half of the friend to them as they have been to me. I see so much of who I want to be in each of you. Chanity, you are my rock. I don't have to talk to you every day or even every week, but I know you're there. I have no idea how you do it, but you do. I have so much respect for you, how you carry yourself and how you live your life you have no idea and I'm so grateful that you call me a friend. Audra, I never see you anymore, but you are also one of the most amazing, generous people I've ever met. You deserve every second of happiness that you and Kristen have together and I am SO GLAD that you two found each other. I think about our talks we used to have and I'm just so glad you were strong enough to get away from it all. Sometimes head over heart is all it takes.

My Trade Secret family (including you Tony!) I have never enjoyed a job as much as I DID while we were all working there. I have some great memories with all of you and would do anything for any of you.

I have no idea what possessed me to write this today, but honestly, thank you to everyone who's been there for me you didn't have to be. Of course, there are plenty of people that didn't make this list that I love, so no hard feelings, please.
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[02 Mar 2010|03:06pm]
I'm going to Jay-Z on Sunday (with a cute boy, no less). It will put me out $125, but I don't even remember the last time I've been this happy.
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[16 Feb 2010|09:37pm]
My ex cheated on me, yadda, yadda.. but it's always great when his little sister posts pictures and the girl he cheated on me with looks like Snooki from Jersey Shore only pale, yellow teeth and a mustache. I'm doing so good not commenting rudely :]
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[02 Feb 2010|11:22pm]

we got so much snow in chesapeake this weekend. I hate snow. I don't know how people live in cold places. So instead of working at work today I climbed this snow pile that was in the mall parking lot :)
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[12 Nov 2009|11:49am]
I want this dress.
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[10 Nov 2009|08:55pm]
what to do. what to do.
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Random. [02 Nov 2009|10:29pm]
What is the background on your cellphone?
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[22 Oct 2009|01:40pm]
“A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he’s not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he’s showing up at your new residence to do it in person. If he’s not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately he’s just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it’s like to live without you.”
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[19 Oct 2009|11:38am]
Another one from Rev. Run

People think running from responsibility will free them up.. but it's the opposite! Run TO responsibility that's what frees you!
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[11 Oct 2009|11:18am]
The biggest mistake you can make is to keep worrying about the ones you've made! Get up! Go forward! Be happy!

I love following Rev. Run on Twitter :)
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[13 Jul 2009|11:01pm]
I am really into Twittering lately. It's ridiculous.
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[23 Jun 2009|08:44pm]
does anyone have a non-shitty verizon wireless phone they are trying to sell at a reasonable price?!
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[01 Mar 2009|09:18pm]
Well, one of my "friends" has been seeing/dating/who knows with Timmy. Her ex-boyfriend called me tonight and told me all about it. I'm not sure how long it has been going on, but I'm sure they developed feelings for each other before he broke up with me. It explains so much as to how he acted for about a month before he broke up with me. I have never been so betrayed in my entire life. By him, by her .. I just cannot believe it. I called her and texted her after he broke up with me crying, asking her if he's seeing someone else, said anything and she lied right to me saying no, not that I know of.

I'm totally in shock.
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[16 Jan 2009|10:15am]
My Aunt made it successfully through surgery! She is doing really well except for the fact that she hates hospitals and has to stay in ICU at least 2 weeks and up to a month just in a regular room.

I really appreciate the few of you that did comment on that, I was really worried about her.

Thanks again:)
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[12 Jan 2009|05:34pm]
My Aunt had a brain aneurysm this morning. If you pray, please sneak a little one in there for her.
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[04 Nov 2008|01:20pm]

I voted!!

And thankfully, didn't have to wait in line at all.

This is more exciting than I realized it would be.
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[26 Aug 2008|04:47pm]
I'll never quite understand why (most) girls are always pointing the finger at another girl saying something mean about their appearance, where they've gone in life, etc.
Isn't enough that most girls are hard enough on themselves they don't need someone else trying to put them down and saying rude things about them?

It's just weird to me. Not saying that I am completely above it because obviously I've said so and so about someone at more than one time in my life.

But, honestly, just knowing myself and how down on myself I am .. if I cared it would probably kill me to hear what some catty bitch decides isn't good enough about me.
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[10 Aug 2008|11:14pm]
Can anyone recommend a good website for downloading free ringtones&sounds for cellphones?
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[21 Jul 2008|01:16pm]
My Mom turns 50 on the 29th of July. I need an awesome present to get her, any ideas?
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